My Hope

Few days ago , im very sad and felt down , my life is sucks , i juz dun understand why u dunno wat i felt , juz why ? u think i kidding or wat ? i noe tat i useless , and stupid , but wat ? did tat means anything ? dun charge a person identity with those fuck little stupid option , u think i crazy ? but i can tell u tat , i am serious !!! i everyday hoping tat u will noe wat i feel , but at last wat u did to me ? be good to others ? then wat should i do ? i juz onli can run away from u , and let u and XXX be happy , juz keep myself in a stupid place and keep silent , sumore wanna acting 'im ok ' ... 'nvm' infront of u two , do u think tat is a easy thing ? if yes ... u are sucks ... now i being wordless infront of u , i dunno wat i should talk abt , if u wan me to talk with u abt tat XXX , then i better keep my mouth in the pocket and be silent , juz really acting tat is nothing to me , i maybe not dare to tell u tat sumthing , but in here , i hope to say tat , all i wan and hope 4 a long time is not juz this , i really hope u can understand my condision sumdays .... i really really really hope tat u can be mine