Let it go .... my love

Hmmm , after tat day , i hv knew tat i should giv up and let u go , if u really happy together with tat XXX , i will let u go , coz i understand tat , love a person not to hv it , juz see tat person happy then enuff , but anyway ..... i will still beside u , i wouldnt go anywhere .... coz i understood tat .... ya .... i understood tat love is not all , had sumthing more important then tat , tat is frenship , i will try my best to do as good as i can , i will try to treat u as a fren , a buddy .....

summore i wanna to say is to u XXX .... dun let me see u hurt Jxxx , i'll fuck u 99 i tell u , i let J to be urs , becoz tat J wish to be urs , tat wat i can do , not means tat i giv up , u dun siao , my heart will alwiz be with J , although i knew tat u are bad , all the gals are hurt after couple with u ... but wat can i do ? i juz can let it go , let it go .................... and let it go with u this sucks guy

My Hope

Few days ago , im very sad and felt down , my life is sucks , i juz dun understand why u dunno wat i felt , juz why ? u think i kidding or wat ? i noe tat i useless , and stupid , but wat ? did tat means anything ? dun charge a person identity with those fuck little stupid option , u think i crazy ? but i can tell u tat , i am serious !!! i everyday hoping tat u will noe wat i feel , but at last wat u did to me ? be good to others ? then wat should i do ? i juz onli can run away from u , and let u and XXX be happy , juz keep myself in a stupid place and keep silent , sumore wanna acting 'im ok ' ... 'nvm' infront of u two , do u think tat is a easy thing ? if yes ... u are sucks ... now i being wordless infront of u , i dunno wat i should talk abt , if u wan me to talk with u abt tat XXX , then i better keep my mouth in the pocket and be silent , juz really acting tat is nothing to me , i maybe not dare to tell u tat sumthing , but in here , i hope to say tat , all i wan and hope 4 a long time is not juz this , i really hope u can understand my condision sumdays .... i really really really hope tat u can be mine