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Today i still thinking the same thing , the same question to myself , where am my real soul ? where did i went to ? i repeat and repeat many times to asking myself , wat problem to me ..
im hv conflik to myself manytimes , wat i hv done and wat did i get ..... is tat worthless ? i am so suck ......... if i can choose ........ i hope to leave this world ...........................................................
leave all of the unhappy thing tat had happened to me , im down and wordless now , i felt tat myself woudlnt like to talk to others ppl anymore ... include my love one ... wat should i do ?
am i sick ? where is the real of me !!!!!

Hmm....

I Had Been long time dun hv come here to write blog , coz abit busy on my study . hmmm ... now at last i can release all my pressure out of my brain .. although me now no nid so busy on my study , but sumthing had happened to me .... it looks so fantasy , hard to see clear wat the problem , i had been missing on myself for so many days , wat should i do now ? wat happened to me ? am i going to mad ? or anything else ? i had question myself many times , but i still didnt get the answer .... who can noe deep wat im thinking ? i think there is nobody , include myself ....
i had been searching everywhere for my real soul , but where should i start actually ? its so hard to explain for everything .... everything tat all happen to me , in this moment i juz realized sumthing tat everyhting are start from zero , include me and all of u guyz .... i think maybe im thinking too much in this , but i juz cant stop question myself ........ in this moment , i will put all thing down , try my best to search back my real soul , the real boy , the real Jackson Teh Jun Shen ......... 醒醒吧。。。鄭俊紳